Trecutul m-a napadit ieri cu o violenta pe care nu o preconizasem. Si tot nu-mi vine sa cred ca sunt 14 ani care au ingropat atatea vise si oameni exceptionali, atatea locuri, intamplari si experiente.
Mi-am uitat o mare parte din viata, si o sa continuu cel mai probabil sa uit si restul ei, pana o sa ramana o frantura de care nici nu merita sa-ti mai aduci aminte. M-am contopit cu un rol pe care il joc in fiecare zi, cu un zambet sec si cu o privire impaienjenita de prea multa concentrare. Nu-mi vine sa cred ca eram tot eu acum 14 ani, atat de diferita de acum.
Ciudat este insa ca ma recunosc ceilalti...
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The past overwhelmed me yesterday with a violence I had not expected. And I still can't believe that 14 years have buried so many dreams and exceptional people, so many places, events and experiences. I've forgotten most of my life, and I'll most likely continue to forget the rest of it, until it's left as a blur not even worth remembering. I've merged into a role I play every day, with a dry smile and an impatient look of too much concentration. I can't believe I was still me 14 years ago, so different from now. The funny thing is that others recognize me...
